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Just for a moment i thought of you...
Friday, February 24, 2012 at 9:56:00 AM

I been through many sleepless nights just staring at the ceiling,
Every night when I close my eyes I started to think of her.
Just waiting for the right moment to confess my love towards her.
But It is just plain miserable waiting for an answer that had yet been asked.

I wish time could move more quickly to the day,
when I will finally be able to meet up with her,
And I will ask the one question that i been keeping in my heart,
that will change my entire destiny.

Just for the moment,
I am hanging by the thread
Why oh why does my heart keep controlling over my thoughts?
Why oh why I couldn't just stop thinking about you?

If only you are here right in front of me,
Maybe you could put my heart at ease,
Because right now,
It just misses you so much.

I waiting for the day,
To take a leap of faith.
Put all my feelings into words,
And try to make you mine.

If only the day would come...

♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧

I'll play for you.


To Turn Over a New Leaf!
Sunday, January 08, 2012 at 3:08:00 PM

I am way too young too worry to much about life,
Must start to learn to complete things one at a time.
Multitasking doesn't necessary means you could complete faster,
Sometimes Quality is better than Quantity.

Must accept that you can't solve all the problems in life,
You are only a one man army,
Sometimes accepting help from others is nothing to be shy off,
Because no man can stand alone in this world!

Love is always complicated,
One which we will never fully understand,
There is no right and wrong in love,
the only lesson you learn from it is sacrifices and compromises.

You can will never truly be satisfy with what you have in world,
But in a way life is a process of learning to be contended with what you have.
Because its physically impossible to satisfy a person greed,
But it is possible to be happy with what you had achieved!

I'll play for you.


Life moves too fast for regrets!
at 3:06:00 PM

life changes in a blink of an eye,
you might be entangle in a web one moment,
but you are never caught in the same position forever.

Life is a process of learning and treasuring memories.
There is always something new happening everyday,
and we always learn something new.

While we can't change the past,
but we can certainly change the future.
But all depends on our present self.

If there is one thing i learned from life,
is to treasure every moment you have from it.
Because you only live life once,
so make the best out of it!

I'll play for you.


When Love comes crashing into life!
at 3:06:00 PM

Everyday i spent my time looking at your pictures,
Wondering why wouldn't you accept my love.
For i would have given up everything,
To run away with you.

For i couldn't have live without you,
Neither will i move on with my life.
Because i am trap between love and life,
and i would choose love any day.

You may have move on to a live without me,
My only wish is that you do far better off without me.
For your happiness,
is the only thing i care.

I don't think falling in love with you is a mistake,
I would do the same if i were given a second chance
Because I would love you forever,
Till the end of times.

I'll play for you.


trying to compose song but utterly failed
Sunday, December 04, 2011 at 8:14:00 PM

It was just yesterday i found love,
on a beautiful saturday morning,
It was that time,
When i first saw youuuu....

It was just yesterday when i first saw you,
and my sense of time had stop.
Because today all i could think of is you,
for your beautiful image has been burned into my memory.

If only everyday was just like yesterday,
my time had stopped the moment i met you.
While life goes on,
But i am stranded in that moment where i saw you.

If i could describe how i feel about you,
It would be like watching the cherry blossom blooming in my heart
for i would had lost all my composure,
because not even my icy heart could withstand you.

If only there was a second chance in life,
i would turn back time,
and grab my courage and talk to you,
for now there are only regrets,
why didn't i just took that chance.

If only i would have a second chance to meet you
i would not have lost my words to the sight you just like yesterday,
But instead i would just ask you out on a date,
because i fell in love from the first sight of you.

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love is complicated!
at 8:07:00 AM

The thorns of the path of love might be unbearable to some,
For its journey might be long for some,
But the rewards might be just worth the sacrifices made.

We were born into this world as pairs,
and we spend most of our youth soul searching for lovers,
but some might spend their whole life searching and not found theirs.

Love is about chemistry,
while life is about making choices,
as much as we try to find the link between them,
there aren't any because if we try bring them together,
you only get complications!

Some might have fate to meet,
yet they might not have the fate to be together.
While others might not have the fate to last together.

Therefore you could say love is predestined,
But it wasn't because you made a choice to love him or her,
it was because both of you love each other that make the relationship works.

Al i could implied is that,
If it was meant to be,
then it is meant to be,
But if it isn't,
then all you could do is hope for the best.

Because you might have upper hand in life,
but you have no say in love.
In the end you requires two people for a relationship to work!

I'll play for you.


Hmm posts i post on facebook...
Wednesday, November 09, 2011 at 10:00:00 AM

9 November 2011

Ur life reflects upon the choices/decision you choose to take. It is not a matter of making the right decision or not, but it matter on whether you choose to stick by it. Sometimes it is good to be stick by your own decision doesn't means it will always be right. A wise person will take into account others opinion while making his/her decision. Whether it is to ultimately make the decision always lies with you and not with others. While some are stubborn and choose to stick with the decision they have made whether it is right or wrong, but sometime it might be wiser to pry into or consider the future and decide whether it is best to make sacrifices and cut the losses by retracting the previous decision by making another one. As i mention, life is about making choices, making a bad choice doesn't means that is the end of the world for you, it is whether u r wise enough to adapt to the circumstances and try to compensate for your previous mistake or make a better decision. The problem in life are never easy, and it is the method of solving these problems which makes one different from the less!

7 November 2011

everyone has their own perspective in life, sometime they may share the same or common goal, but they have different ways of implementing them. everyone believes that they are right and often argument occurs because one person is trying to convince the other that their perspective is wrong. However who is the on that determines who is truly at fault? Who gives the authority or power to judge others? If everyone is equal, they should be allow to judge for themselves what is right and wrong and not adhere to others version. If we only blindly follow what others tell us, we do not possess any leadership quality, as such we depends on others to be successful in life. There is no harm in listening to advices, the outcome only comes from acting upon it. While some advices may be beneficial to you, but there are also advices which are not. In the end the decision is up to us to judge which path or perspective we want to follow. It is this decision we make that distinguish oneself from another. Whether we choose the correct decision or not, we could only learn from it, nothing more nothing less. For dealing with our mistakes and getting over regrets are also one of the leadership quality we need to ascertain to be successful in life!

6 November 2011
Suffering and Hardship goes hand in hand with Accomplishment and Joy for without either we will not know the true meaning behind them. In order for ur to enjoy our life or feel a sense of accomplishment, we need to work hard and suffer first in order to build our foundation for a better future. Vice versa if we don't work hard and only enjoy all the time, we would suffer in the future and therefore we would be in despair rather than joy!
Even if u were born rich like the life of a king, if ur whole life has only been groom to enjoy and spend money... in the end without working one day the money would run out... However if u r poor, but u work hard, u might be able to change ur star and ur life... Our life, fate or destiny is not written down in stone not carve in history. Furthermore this is not like ancient time, therefore we have the option to choose the path of life we want to lead. It is not pre-determine by god nor chance nor anything cosmic-mystical event. As long as we want something, we need to work hard to achieve it! Whether it is study or working, as long as we pour our heart into it, there is definitely reward in the end!

4th novermber 2011
My life has always been a one man journey in a way, i do meet friends from time to time, and also learned to trust some of them. However i believe that each person would still requires to travel alone sometime, because not all paths will necessary lead to the same journey. As i journey through the valley of darkness alone, i discovered that life was not as complicated as it seems. It is the addition of other factors into the equation which makes life complicated. Unnecessary emotions and conflicts which could be avoided... If only life were that simple... But 1 thing is for sure, i could rely on some good friends i met over time...

I know my quotes or words are a bit rusty after all i never wrote a inspirational post nor emotional post for so long!

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Love is no coincidence!
Tuesday, April 05, 2011 at 8:46:00 PM

If love only happens once in a blue moon,

It gives us more reasons to treasure it.

Because once you lost it,

u might never get a second chance!


Could love at first sight,

be equate to the time when the flower starts to blossoms?

or when the ice in the poles starts to melt,

when the sun starts to shine brightly in ur heart?


Sometimes when u r together,

u will inevitably be ignorant to your surrounding.

because in your world at the time,

there is only the 2 of you inside it.


I believe that destiny had already written our path in love,

that we are originally made in pairs.

Irrespective of how we are separated in this world,

In the end we will still end up together.


Despite all the obstacles in our path,

and all the hurdles we been through,

if we were meant to be despite all odds,

in the end we will be together like it was written by destiny.

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Darkest day, Darkest time. With you by my side, let there be light!
Sunday, March 20, 2011 at 7:29:00 PM

During these hard times in this dark days,
I wish you were here with me by my side.
Because together with you by my side,
i could triumph over all odds.

If love is the sources of all life,
then my love for you is the fuel that's keeping me going.
Taking down every life challenges as it present itself,
because with you by my side nothing is impossible in life!

I would not compare your beauty to a rose,
because as time pass flower will wit away.
But you on the other hand will stay beautiful forever,
because your beauty will forever be engrave in my memory.

However I would compare your beauty to the moon,
which shines upon the land in the place of the sun that had set.
Lifting away the darkness which clouds the land,
while providing a glimpse of hope for those who have darkness in their heart.

Illuminating the night sky together with the stars,
providing a path of light in the dark skies.
Aiding those who have lost their way in life,
while portraying a indescribable beauty, wonders and mysteries of life.

With you by my side,
i would never be lost in life.
For although there may be darkness in life,
but i believe you would always shine a path for me!


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Life on a face pace~!
Thursday, March 17, 2011 at 8:33:00 PM

My life is like the time spent in a race track,
it is always in face pace,
though sometimes it maybe dreadfully long,
but most of the time it is over before you can think of the time.

Some classes are dreadfully long,
especially if you are confused and in LaLa land,
but some classes are especially short,
especially when you have the adrenaline rush or the mood to concentrate.

However exams are a totally different categories,
because the preparation you made for the few hours in exam hall,
seems dreadfully long and take forever to complete,
and being me naturally i would spent most of my time procrastinating till the last minute.

If you do something you loved or enjoy,
time move at a different pace as oppose to something you don't really like.
It is the same when you are working.
Therefore choose something in the field you really enjoy or interesting to work,
because if not your life would be very miserable!

The bad thing about life is you can't turn back time,
and time continues to move forward as you ponder or struggle on your mistakes.
Therefore you should always think about your actions before you make them,
because you won't have the leisure to regret about it later.

Therefore spent you time wisely,
and try not to waste it or regret about it later,
because the material things in life that you lost could be earn back,
but time is priceless and it will wait for no one.

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